Dilemma seorang Ibu...

Hmmm... just came back from the clinic. Hanna is still not fully recovered although her fever is getting much better. But her cough has been worsen especially at night. She's not able to sleep well and uncomfortably whining in the middle of the night, made me become a very light sleeper these days. The pediatric detected very subtle sound in her lungs that was not detected during our first visit. He has prescribed her with antibiotics and expected her to be better within these few days... and we need to do the follow-up on Thursday next week before she complete her medication.

Aisehhh... rosak program!! Next Thursday I should be bersuka ria in Los Angeles ikut Abaji course for 5 days kat sana... and Hanna should be happily stay at home with nenet and play with Aiman. Flight ticket and hotel suma dah booked 2 weeks ago... Kalau Hanna tak ok gak.. alamat burn la ticket mak sbb naik Virgin Airline, non-refundable.... Huwawaawa :(... $400 lebih tu... boleh dapat sebijik handbag COACH idaman kalbu tuu....

COACH BLEECKER SIGNATURE SHOPPER $498.00

Boleh jer kalau nak pegi, coz I know Hanna's in the good hands. Makcik jaga dia bagai menatang minyak yg penuh, she'd be ok... and can ask Shelly to bring her for follow-up. Tapi sanggupkah aku ?! Bolehkah aku bergumbira, berholiday dengan tenang dan selesa kalau hati tak tenteram ingatkan Hanna nan saorang?!!... Inilah perasaan dilemma seorang emak...

Itulah... kita manusia hanya merancang... tapi semuanya Allah yang menentukan. Kalau ade rezeki dapat lah mak lepak kat LA... kalau tak tak pe lah... asalkan Hanna cepat sembuh, ceria seperti selalu... mak dah cukup happy...