Thursday, February 5, 2009

Rezeki...


Alhamdulillah.... rezeki. Although it's only partial scholarship for only one semester, ini merupakan berita yg sangat gembira for me and Abaji. Yes, Abaji got it too... :). No... it's not from our employer... it's from our school.

I was overjoyed... bukak skype terus speed dial nombor emak.... but no one answered. Daaa.. lupa daaa... mak aku kan dah takde. Terkedu kejap... seblum ni kalau ade apa2 berita baik, mak la orang yg pertama tau dulu.. I'm sooo used to it, but now I hv to get use to the change, I guess...

Apa2 pun, syukur sangat2. Di saat aku rasa susah nak berguru di depan screen computer, tak nampak muka lecturer, hari ni tanya... guna email... esok baru dpt jawapan, kalau lecturer tak bz. And subject makin lama makin susah, makin mencabar... very critical... very analytical... ye...mcm amik Master of Finance lagaknye... uhhh... and I'm still crawling in understanding the basics. But this letter motivates me...

Yes, Allah is talking to me... jangan leka dgn nikmat dunia... jangan give up... and with this extra allocation I have, boleh la aku menambah lagi saham akhirat. Oh, GAZA... my heart goes with u....aku baru lepas nangis tgk gambar skolah kena bomb hari tu... :(

Semoga amalku, ibadatku diterima Allah dan dijauhkan hatiku dari sifat mazmumah... Aminn...


7 comments:

yayin said...

Alhamdulillah.. sy tumpang gumbira and turut bkongsi doa2 yg sama.. ameen...

Chazie Bilmas said...

Num,
tahniah num. Alhamdulillah. semoga nko berjaya hendaknya dan insyaAllah, semoga doa2mu dimakbulkan.

Nas said...

tersentuh pulak part call on skype tu. jgnlah...i can't imagine how do u feel.

Hanum said...

yayin - Amin...

mak yan - tq :)

nas - i've deleted her number... supaya tidak lagi tercall in the future :)

MS.QHEARTS said...

salam num.. lama x message2 ko.. anyway, congrats ye! tak sia2 ur sacrifices selama ni.. doa2 kan la jugak kami kat sini yg tgh face dugaan2 baru..

Raz Zeera Gee said...

alhamdulillah...num..camne tetiba dpt offer tu? score yek last semester...kak gee kan...masih berat betul nak amik CIFP ni...tapi kan..kalau tak buat..alamat berkarat lah otak akak ni...

Hanum said...

lyn - thanks, dugaan yg penuh pancaroba gitu.. ko kat dpt mana skang?

k.gee - kena apply kat INCEIF, alhamdullilah, tak sangka lak dpt sbb result i cukup makan je. Takpe, enjoy ur momments.. kot nk try bila ihsan dah besar sket ke... anytime la sis.