Doa Hanna...

One day after solat...

Hanna: Mommy, can u doa for me? I don't know how to doa like u...

Mak: U can doa yourself Hanna, anything u want, in your own way... Allah can hear u... Allah sayang Hanna...

Hanna: (sambil angkat tangan berdoa)... Ya Allah ya tuhan ku.... I want a big brother... and please give my mommy a baby...

Aku tersepuk di sejadah... sayu... teringat balik hari2 sebelumnya... dia tanya kenapa dia takde brothers and sisters mcm orang lain. Hanna is lonely... dia nak abang utk bermain. I guess she misses both Danial and Aiman yg dah balik Malaysia for good few months ago. She was very closed to those boys. I said to her she cannot have an "abang" since she's my first child (and the only child until now... :( ). I said Mommy and Abaji are trying to give her adik instead. But it's all up to Allah's will, and I asked her to keep on doa with me... tak tersangka pulak doa itu yg terkeluar dari mulut dia.

Mula mengenal dunia semenjak 2 tahun lepas bersama dua beradik ini - Danial & Aiman

Been trying for 14 months now... after several screenings and check up procedures, my gynecology said that I'm healthy. What more can I say.... we can only plan, but Allah is the GREATEST planner. Will keep trying and trying until He says "Kun fa ya kuun"....

Semoga doa Hanna dimakbulkan dengan segera... Amiinn...