Thursday, October 29, 2009

Semalam Di Malaysia...

Semalam di Malaysia...
Suka duka bersatu rasa...
Terselit syukur di dalam tawa...
Terbit insaf di dalam tangis...
Selagi aku bergelar insan di bumi ini...
Selagi itulah selayaknya aku diuji...
Segala puji hanya untuk Mu ya Allah...
Menghampar seribu hikmah di lantaian musibah...
Dan segalanya kepada Mu aku berserah... PASRAH...

My post D&C check up reveals that I have polyps that need to be removed... means that I have to undergo for surgery again :(
It's benign and 99% non cancerous. I just had all the screening and tests for further diagnose early this week. And until the results came out, that 1% left me nothing but to worry...

Tapi saya YAKIN dengan janji Allah...
DIA sesekali tidak akan menguji di luar kemampuan hambaNya...

I loss my mom last year...
I loss my unborn child this year...
I don't know what's coming next...
But yet the countless goodness and blessings He has poured on me are endless...
Feeling tiny and helpless...
I should have been more thankful to Him...
Rather than grieving in anxiety...

4 comments:

Unknown said...

num,feel sorry to hear what had happened to you..may allah always be with you..

Hanum said...

achik - thank you dear... how's the newborn? Ok semua?.. sorry la chik, hari tu balik tak sempat nak visit ko.

Anonymous said...

innalillah...

speechless........ :(

Anonymous said...

Hanum, what happened? Aku baruu baca blog ko ni sebab busy sgt tak sempat nak check..Ko miscarriage ke?Aku baru baca previous post yang ko pregnant. -joe-hana.-