Saya sangat rinduuu.... :(

My mom loved this song... I love this song... Hanna loves this song... Hanna used to dance in front of her when I played this song... Makk... saya rindu sangat kat mak...

Ohhh... Ya Allah... I miss her so much! Al-Fatihah... Ameen...

Hanna (2 yrs old) sedang melayan diri sambil diperhatikan oleh Atok Mak... (pesen rambut Temenggung Jugah... hahaha!!)

Anak-anak Akhir Zaman...

Pada suatu hari....

Me: Makcik... Makcik!! mai jap...

Nenet: Ya Mak... ade ape? (sambil datang berlari2 ngan Hanna into my room)

Me: Buah dah abiskan?... makcik tolong beli sket kat bawah ye... (opened my drawer and handed her $10... Hanna tengok aje...)

Nenet: Ok.. jom.. Hanna nak follow? (Hanna angguk...)

Hanna: Mommy, I want money...

Aku malas nak layan lebih... bukak drawer bagi dia $1.

Hanna: Thank you... (sambil belek2 duit tu...)

Hanna: Nenekk.... Kita change ok... nenek ambik yg ini... Hanna yg ini... (duit $10 dan $1 bertukar tangan... Makcik dah jeling2 aku time tu)

Hanna: Hahahaa!!!.. Ten Dollars... money... money... money!!! (sambil kipas2 duit kat muka dia... and buat muka nak kena dengki kat nenet...)

Nenet: Ya Allah!!!!... budak ini... kok pandai ya Makk?!!...

Aku dah tergelak2 time tu tgk aksi spontan dia... hahaha... Mata duitan sungguh bebudak zaman skarang nih!!... tah mana la dia blajor macam tu..

Tak... aku tak ajar pun... i thought she's still too young for that... Confirm!!. kat skolah pun tak pernah ajor okeh.. aku tau sgt sbb tetiap minggu cikgu dia update syllabus kat parents.

Few minutes later....

Hanna: Mommy... can I have thousand dollars?

Me: (Tergamam kejap... tak tau nak cakap ape...)

Kira 1 sampai 30 pun terhegeh2...dia nak mintak THOUSAND DOLLARS??!!... tskk..tskkk... dah la liat nak baca Iqra'.... inilah cabaran membesarkan anak di akhir zaman...

Fuuiiyyoooo!!!!... Madela Freestyle

Aku merasa takjub, kagum, impress dan jakun dgn barangan yg satu ini... Yes!! this is another awesome invention yg akak sangat sukeeee!!!... MADELA FREESTYLE ELECTRICAL BREAST PUMP.... Model ni belum masuk Malaysia lagi ye puan2.. harap maklom...

I was a freaking working nursing mom back in 2005 to 2007. Hanna was very luck having a mother that was very obsessed with breastfeeding.... she got the BEST MILK in the world for the first 26 months in her life! Alhamdulillah... rezeki dia... and I felt so honoured and proud I did that... hey, not every mom can and WANT to do it for full 2 years ok.... I bet rakan2 seangkatan dan seopis ku juga pasti BANGGA dapat menyusukan anak2 diorang dgn jayanye sejajar dgn sunnah Al-Quran... :)

Tgk la ni, size Freestyle is half of the Madela Electric Mini. Heehee.. I brought my Mini all the way from M'sia to US, verangan la kot aku merandung dan beranak kat sinikan... boleh la mengepam utk adik Hanna plak... Hmmm bila la aku dapat nak guna Mini ni skali lagi... masih belum rezeki.....



Freestyle is so light and compact and has a lot of additional features to make the pumping experience easier. I know... it's really tough for working mom to pump at work. Leceh, time consuming, hectic dan amat meletihkan. Lagi2 kalu keja mcm aku dulu yg jarang2 lekat kt office. Sbb tu ramai yg mengalah (bukan disebabkan masalah kesihatan) and switch to fomula milk instead... Lebih2 lagi kalo dapat hubby yg not very encouraging and buat derkk aje... Oh, Abaji is not one of them... I lap u... thanks for ur full support Abaji.. hehehee.Tak kurang juga ramai uninformed mothers yg tak tau kelebihan menyusukan anak gave up the breastfeeding at the very early stage... kesian mereka dann keluarga mereka...

Dgn saiz yg besar sket dari tapak tangan ku... it's very convenient for mommies who are always on the go like me, once upon a time. Having had a problem of low milk supply, i've tried so many petua and used so many pumps to increase my milk supply... u name it lah... Pureen.. Avent... Anakku... Spectra... yg manual, pakai bateri, electric, single pump, double pump... but at last, I fell in love with Madela Mini electric dual pump. It was quite a heavy investment for a kuli like me... tapi alah membeli menang memakai. Mmg best compared to yg lain2. Tapi yg Freestyle ni lagi best. Citer banyak pun tak guna... tgk sendiri la kat sini http://www.medelafreestyle.com/Home/ProductDetails.

Madela Freestyle retail price in US is $380. I heard it's coming to Malaysian market soon with the price reaching RM2k plus... (glupp??!!). Tapi sapa2 yg berminat nak dapatkan harga discount RM1700 (including shipping cost), silalah contact saya hanumkamarudin@gmail.com.

Also available, the very popular Madela PUMP IN STYLE ADVANCE (PISA) dengan harga RM1350 (kat KL harganya almost RM1700!!) and Madela SWING (single electric pump) dengan harga RM850.

Kepada tuan empunya Freestyle ini, I believe your item has reach you safely. Selamat menyambut kelahiran yg pertama... selamat bergelar ibu... welcome to the club and enjoy your breastfeeding moments... Good luck dear!! :)

The SQUARE that I like....

Thank you for sponsoring Abaji.... I lap u again and againnn... hehehee...

At last I got my own collection of pinggan petak yg aku dah aim sejak baru2 kawin dolu... semblom kawen aku tak amik pot pun bab2 pinggan mangkuk nehh... Tapi time tu yg petak set banyak corak bunga2 and rasa mcm mahal sgt although aku ushar kat Idaman Suri yg sememangnye lebih murah compared Sogo n Jusco... And kat sini mmg laaagggiii la murah and plenty of choices... cumanya makan setahun lebih gak ler aku nak memujuk rayu Abaji suh belikan ni....

Now no more round, flowery, boring oldskool thingy on my dining table.... the contemporary classic design has taken over! Yeah... Modern Lines ROCKS!!!!... theehehee... what a weird taste i have... tak kisah la.. hakak mmg suke yg itu, nak wat camna...

And on that day the French White ade promotion lah pulak... giler punye murah!... apalagaa... sambar!!!! Aduhh...mereng jap aku dlm kedai tu...

Hmmm... when I got back home and reflected myself that night.... aku jadi malu sendiri ngan Tuhan.... again I'm failed... aku gagal dan tewas dlm memboikot American brands... which have direct or indirect link to the contribution of the manslaughter in Palestine... I know, alangkan kat Malaysia orang bermujahadah berkeluh kesah susahnye nak memboikot barangan Israel and America yg sudah sebati dengan diri mereka... well, still plenty of them don't even care about this!!.. inikan pulak aku yg sangat lemah iman tercampak kat dlm negeri diorang nih... NY pulak tu!!.. The highest Jewish population in America.... 99% of everyday merchandise I'm using here are in the 'boycott list'!! Masih mencari alternative lain, dan masih belum berjumpa... Or should I declare myself as in 'darurat'??!!. Ya Allah... why am I justifying myself here?! Sekadar nak menyedapkan hati sendiri?? Astaghfirullah...

Yes, that's the biggest challange I have to face everyday... dan slalunye aku gagal... It's been quite sometimes I've been avoiding McD, Starbucks and items that bar code starts with 729.... yg ni slalunye berjaya... but I'm still wearing Levi's that made in Honduras, GAP that made in Thailand, Banana Republic that made in India, Coach, Aigner, Guess, etc..etc that made in China.... tp tak le terasa hina sgt membelinye sbb barang ni pun diimport dari tempat lain... but these Corelle and Corningware ni... mmg 100% purely made in USA... dan nafsuku tidak mampu utk tidak membelinye.... ohh... sungguh HINA!!... :(

Help GAZA, please...

http://www.thecommentfactory.com/gaza-is-a-new-genocide-an-israeli-and-granddaughter-of-holocaust-survivors-explains-how-she-fought-the-lies/

I'm doing this in the cause of ALLAH. I believe in my effort of writing and talking about this matter, would somehow trigger the intuation and willingness of the readers of wanting to know more... and once you really know what happen, and the truth is revealed to you... I hope you will show your care and sincerely want to help them in whatever way you can... may it be in form of monetary support, efforts in desseminating information and educating others, boycotting Israelist products or at least with prayers in your heart... I believe we could help to STOP THE CRIMES OF THE ZIONIST TO THE PALESTINIANS... Insyaallah.

Janganlah sikap ketidakpedulian kita memakan diri sendiri... Ingatlah... Allah sebenarnya sedang menguji kita...